What To Do When Life Gets Lifey ©2023 Joan M. Newcomb, CPC
The last couple years have been a deep dive into density. It has mostly been a process of being present with others creating their own reality, walking with them through their experiences.
One has made a miraculous (the oncologist actually used this word) recovery. Another is slowly getting better. And another is still climbing out of the wreckage.
I'd play with Consciousness techniques whenever I could come up for air.
There have been times I've been so under water, there was no coming up.
And while all this was going on, I was volunteering with an organization at a world level, where I started an annual zoom January marathon, starting at noon in New Zealand and ending at noon in Hawaii (24 hours later but on the same day). The last one had over 3,000 attendees. And created a weekend workshop the last two years in June, which was actually 3 simultaneous workshops happening spanning time zones around the world.
I'm in the midst of final planning this year's June workshop which will have 4 simultaneous workshops, one in English, one in Spanish, one in Russian, and one multi-lingual (several languages).
In July I complete my time with this organization, in August I'm going to Spain to see my son, and in September... I'm very curious to see what September brings.
It's been such a strange mix of expansion and contraction, exhilaration and dealing with extraordinarily painful things, all at the same time. While flying back and forth to New York every month.
But movement happened and reality is reorganising so I am home most of the summer. It's taken me a solid month to do a video and to attempt this blog.
There have been times these last three years that I have wondered why, when I'm such a lofty and advanced spiritual being doing all these amazing international events, I'm also down in the dregs dealing with such pain and misery.
And the answer is - one, we're all lofty and advanced spiritual beings and two, life is an adventure in density and effort.
The more capable beings create the more difficult lifetimes.
We're all capable beings.
So, life gets lifey, life doesn't stop being lifey, and it really becomes how you manifest through it's density. You can resist it and create a lot more effort, or you can navigate it with Consciousness.
In late January my sister-in-law went through five weeks of radiation treatment, meant to eliminate any micro remnants of cancer. It meant we took daily trips to Manhattan from Flushing, which took about an hour each way on the subway. Many subway riders take little cat naps, so I decided to close my eyes and play with Consciousness techniques. Halfway through her treatment, back in Seattle my son was attacked in an attempted robbery, which suddenly brought me home early.
I expected playing with Consciousness on a regular basis was going to lift me up to more lofty levels. Silly me.
Instead, it's requiring me to play the reality game with ninja skills gained over the last forty years.
I create my reality as Consciousness. As Consciousness it's all about creativity. As Consciousness, challenging things are fun.
So I'm just going to take things a moment at a time, and play with Consciousness techniques, and see what happens.
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